Feeling kinda empty. Feels like something is missing in life. I think I need a new adventure in life and I just dont know how to start. Last week been a busy not to mentioned tension-ing since moving to a new role. Though I dont really acknowledge my work as a career, somehow I’m still stuck here. Well for a various reason.
Last saturday I found an ad in The Star paper that there is vacancy for a geophysics post. Though I’m interested to apply, but I havent do anything yet. Yes I know its a damn opportunity there, but I don’t know whether I’m just procrastinating or simply scared to make a move. To be honest I’m not really confident about it. Not the job, but me myself. Not that I’m lost my confident when it come to an interview – which I believe that I could land any job beside engineering kind of job or govt job. I believe soft skill isn’t my problem. It the hard skill. It been 3 years since graduating (well almost) and my experience is still considered as fresh graduate experience. I swear that if anybody say “Oh your English is good, why you didnt got the job?” I would kill them. Sometimes it still came down to how good you look on paper anyway. That’s how you impresses the hiring manager in the first place, thats how you land the interview in the 1st place as well.
Damn. Back at school, we often said that cable is necessary when it come to find a job. Indeed it is…. Damn why I dont have any cable in oil and gas… It would been easier.
