Anxious.
Anxiety definitely is one of the worse feeling that could happen, especially when something good is bound to happen. It ruin everything, as if it was some kind of self-destructing mechanism that automatically trigger by the feeling of that we are not worthy to receive that happiness.
Plus I’m also very skeptical towards those self-help and self-motivation kinda things, so it make the situation even worst. Totally skeptical. The only thing in this world that probably could inspire me to a greater height is perhaps some words of wisdom from the author of The Alchemist. For he is able to put a complicated philosophy into a much more understandable words. Reflecting the sad reality of life beautifully as if it is a beautiful thing, which is part of life-and life itself is a beautiful things.
Still anxious is terrible but we’re merely human.
