The day after the f-word interview

feeling so relax rite now. yesterday was very tiring for me, and i don’t expect the  commute time took that long. the interview yesterday was suck, i’m just wasting my money going to that interview and the result is pretty obvious. damn it. but somehow today even tho i know the interview pretty disastrous and already know what the answer to that interview, somehow i just feel relieve. fucking relieve, and just fuck those people who (who denied your chance)

perhaps i got a very good last night. <—what is it that im trying to say??

current mood:content, relax

current movie: he just not that into you

current song:Somewhere we only know – Keane

Fucking interview result with mas

Yesterday I received an email from MAS telling me that I didnt make it. It really broke my heart. I was so close, and especially after you got through to the final stage of the interview. And I know the reason why. The lady told me that I’m overweight (based on BMI calculation) and its like what the fuck. I think she doesnt know that there was an error in my height. Fuck. I really really hope that I get this job. Not getting this only make me feels more useless. fuck!