Ironically, the house is very empty. All people has gone out to the place of their destination. Somehow, I feel very empty. My mind is empty, my feeling is empty and even my heart is empty. Every inch of my body is craving for something to make me feel alive. That is the reason why I love to jog around early in the morning, while everyone is still sleeping. It makes me feel like I accomplish very much. Even now those fire has gone… leaving me, emptiness. Somehow this kind of feeling only felt by winner who reach at the top of their peak. Sense of loneliness, where no one able to defeat you anymore. At the top of everything else. Somehow the situation is opposite for me, as I see myself as a failure, both in life and career wise. Somehow this emptiness feel very heavy.
