Someone said that maintaining blog is akin to maintaining long distance relationship. Once you stop, it kinda hard to back online.
So today turn out to be frustrating day to be. I cant believe it, a frustrated start end frustratedly too.
First, I don’t know how, but it seem i can’t make my mum air asia payment through maybank2u. In the payment column, they suppose to have direct debit column for you to make payment through website such as m2u. I even call their center, but still I was frustrated by the long waiting, I have to tell the operator many times that i dont have credit card, but he keep asking whether I have one or not. Calling them just a huge waste for my phone credit.
The night doesnt seems want to give a rest either. Somehow after few smses with this guy that I like, I think it is time for me to admit my defeat. Doesn’t mean that this thing doesnt important to me, infact I do, but i think it is the best move right now. Just like today tarot reading that I’ve got said :” If you believe the message conveyed by Judgment and the Hanged Man, you may have to give something up today… If your emotional life isn’t bringing you all you’d hope for, L, you may need to give serious thought to severing ties with a lover or friend to free yourself from the frustration it brings you. Be ready to make a sacrifice… “
Damn….this is huge bummer. I got huge crush on this guy. Frick.
current song: What can I do – The Corrs
current feel: frustrated
